sup all!!!!! =D have plenty of rest recently.... having a 2 wk holiday but soon gonna start study soon =x
happy belated birthday grandma

pass my mid yrs but fail 1 chinese....
-.-"
sigh need put in extra effort clear my O lvl =D

gtg eat le =x
bye everyone!!!!
<3

Yo. Sian. Okay bye bye
<3

hey! updated le... been busy recently hehex...
sorry all!!!!!!! but i changed song =D
tag mi thx =x

recently having Major Test 2....
freaking tired freaking worry it seem so hard...

sigh... i wonder how to make someone happy...
i wonder wat must i do..
read mind? read heart?
it been so long le.....
)=
keep worrying mi but nth return...
hw i wished u could just stop worry mi...
nth ever make u complain... nth ever make u feel u wanna gif up..
onli mi... keep complaining keep wanna gif up...
u just keep trying to stay within u keep trying to protect mi i think..
silent ur word... silent ur worry... silent ur burden...
request little..... but need to work on mine ton of request...
even can gif ur friend becoz of mi...
but i just hate de way... i just cant go on my own way...... I just doesn't wan u hurting urself. This isn't fair for. Even if u wan it or u can stand it. De thing is u a human ur love for mi make u worry. I don't wan u feel so pain. Worry mi so much.
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Super sad. Haix. Tear flow down my cheek. I really don't know wat to do. Treat ppl good n still take mi for granted. Somemore is close one. Haix i wonder should i really care u n get myself hurt. Did u really bother my feeling? M i really someone u love? Maybe i nt up to standard bah.
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YO! i'm bak =D
finally finish mine major exam
cant expected i finally after all this while slacking
i got a A1 for chem, B3 for Phyics combine tgt A1/A2
then Chinese A2. Math A2.... mine english cher havent mark
POA tml then will know =D... all A hehex so happy
hopefully i will get less than 10 point by the end of THIS YRS O LVL
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i lazy load or change all de song do it another day hehex =x psps
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awww alot of test... i hate it... esp chinese plus got spelling n chinese spelling zzz
like primary sch sia......
i'm so tired recently..
later gonna go bed soon..
changing my blog song lols....
okay bye.
<3

bakkie... cool i passed my math test again lols
i tot i fail -.- becoz i dont understand tat topic
lols.... then i saw my mark 13/15 lols
hmmm i'm super bored =x
today go ahma hse eat lunch n dinner...
watch tv slack awhile then play maple.. kpq lols kelvin jio mi play de...
i now lvl 25 rouge lols
okay nite i gonna sleep
(:
<3

haix fk lah bro come bak quarrel quarrel
u think u big arhx i'm just 2 year older than u pls lah
u think u just mad can get over it lah
patience got limit lei
u a guy so wat.. u play u wat big izzit
u think everyone haf to goes again ur way?
i'm human i'm ur sister lah hor
dont test my patience
...
i really veri tired already
i must choose between family n friend
u know it so hard
when i already plan it out nicely
but de friend side keep make it earlier now it crashed
i hate it alot... i let my parent scold my relative scold becoz of a friend
i super upset.... i really wish it not like this....
till now i know nobody understand me at all
i wish i not born...
i nvr go my relative hse bai nian becoz of de promise i make...
actually i say is wed n de friend side agree but after tat they wan it 1 day before it
but i got mine family side haven't bai nian
now everyone mad at mi but my friend is happy...
i super upset till i dont know wat to do... this is de first year i'm so sad
after this cny i will disappear i wont... make any promise to anyone........
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HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE HEHEX =x
ang bao ang bao n ang bao hehex =D
i'm super tired =x
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i hurt my leg.. didn't attend sch today.. mine leg swollen super pain haix
sobs ): but ytd super down...
haix chatted wif someone...
but i....
nvm bah forget it..
i must be happy (:
i couldnt walk alot it hurt )=
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yawn so sleepy test test test
still got ton of homework not finish ahhhh!!!!!!
i wonder who can help mi do POA homework
i'm super tired just to do all my homework
CNY faster come break break break n break
recently know a weird gal in my sch she fking weird to hell
she scared mi she say she love mi gross -.-
eeeyer... pui!!!! disgusting!!!!!!
now pricisllia n her quarrel i in de middle of both of them -.-
becoz de weird gal abit abit get irritated dam funny
i watching show almost everyday =x hehex
everyone in my class keep disturb her
becoz she will get mad just touch her or something throw at her
crazy person.. n she dam show off lah fk... if english get A still keep speak chinese
n she retarded too becoz she tell lame joke when nobody understand
stupid arhx -.- all de guai guy ignore her n she keep talk like there no tml...
becoz i invite her kindly to eat lunch wif mi n shi ying but she talk till so childish btw she older than mi by alot.... n she super retarded -.- her talking no link
a simple thing she can make it look so hard.. fk can't stand her action way... she inmature when she so much older than mi by alot -.- everyone has it limit don't let other pity u becoz u wan get their sympathy -.- u look sad trying catch teacher attention... pls lah grow up lah... u not de onli one got serious prob lah just tat u doesnt wan make more friend n get pissed off when a little thing distract u..
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pretty down pretty sad... affecting some ppl... tat i hurted...
there is pile of homework undone
i wondering wat to choose wat to forcus on
haix
recently there lot of thing to choose
i choosen not doing my homework but it piling up
by cny must finish is pretty lot
i hate choosing it sux
should i put all my time on him instead
or just let him go
. i know i m differ but i cant muti task too much sigh...
i will fall i know...
school already taken up 1 whole day
homework take de weekend
i able to spare abit of time but not all..
nobody understand. i know family usually take out my time but i doing my hw while outside
but if i go out wif friends or special one i can't do my hw while outside sure play n lazy -.-
i just wish i not born... life sux.. nobody understand...
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happy 18th birthday to jw...
lols found out something recently got so many ppl birthday...
today sch at 1pm pretty cool but got so many test i pass all of it..
so got to do lot of homework
firstly... homework piling up a stack le zzz must start clear it -.-
siian lor!!! i no free tym no tym to sleep.. kinda sleepy recently..
yawn!
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yo!!!!! bakkie
sch quite tired.... but it okay lah still can stand
hmm recently recieve quite a few present but not alot
but those who they promise didn't gif but it's okay just disappointed
o.o ya happy birthday daniel tay =x
and sunday out to bugis cousin shopping for clothes dam crowded like sat go chinatown
and monday went school after tat go suntec meet kelvin to unblocked de asiasoft
suspended acc.. but stupid de lor =x asiasoft close down cannot find
so kelvin trying catch soft toy he caught one small domo n gif mi =D so sweet of him
hehex then di also trying catch but he can't all almost hehex...
chinese new year coming all paiseh mi in sg...
everyone going genting -.- i'm alone
<3

hmmm... bak currently watched ep 11 n 12 hi my sweetheart nice =x
waiting for the next ep =D
finally can use com bro also wanna use lols
so must be quick
okay update till here..
tag mi!!!!!!
5 day to birthday ^_^
hehex =D
i love my present
i wan more present =D
school life quite good know a few ppl =D
tiring lor but it worth for my second chance...
bye everyone
<3

look mine injuring super pain okay.. still got on my hand lols... i fell of de paris ris park de spin spin thingy fly off i mean

hehex bak from bryan chalet

i was soaking wet like mine birthday like tat -.-

see tat thingy bryan don't know we throwing pail of water down from 2nd floor

hehex so funny lah we say we go take photo since today u birthday he didn't realise anything =D

n de water just all over him hehex naughty of us but nite we all was soaking wet

he got his revenge =x

hehex n i got a ANG BAO from ah ma N mine bro gif mi a present too =D

so sweet of him.... love him lot but sometime do hate him

bak from chalet super duper tired haven't sleep yet going for bed soon =x

tml sch reopen...... hmmm i gonna start working hard

okay we get to know a new cousin we wasn't so close now we are coz she talkative she is alicia ong btw hahas all ONG hehex

lols i don't know her well but i know her sister but nvr talk alot too -.-

far cousin i guess she was there in chalet last nite we chatted till veri hilarous becoz we joking crap..

while mine nephew wanted to play something school game n kelvin told him tat he didn't like sch

so don't wan play... n we recommend our uncle to be his principal n crapping ard non-stop becoz

he speaking hokkien when mine nephew don't get it jus laugh nia... cute sia...

n water bombing all de way... okok not mine birthday i'm fking wet sia like i'm de one birthday

on actual day okay lah mine birthday still got 2 wk but soaking wet like hell

i'll get my revenge =D watch out everyone....

<3

here some small update for ZQ korkor ._.
<3

bakkie! anyway last day of using com =x
so no differ i gonna be busy too
bryan chalet started le happy!!!!! =D
friday to sunday plus water bomb spraying plus flour i think
gonna be white n wet n sticky =x
god bless mi hope i don't get it too ._.
mine birthday 13 days away from it
daniel is just 1 wk away from mine
so hope both of us don't get it
mine birthday got sch =D
yay no more prank on mi....
last year CNY so no prank on mi ^_^
this year school so no prank on mi again =x
ytd fall asleep quite early i don't even know how long i slept...
today wake up dam early -.-
FINALLY HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO BRYAN ONG ZI HAO!!!!
hehex today u gonna have a great time wif the famous COUSIN... we will make sure u wet till cannot wet =D
u won't forget about this year birthday u spent wif us =D
don't say us bad becoz ur sis more worse =x SHE GOING ON A REVENGE!!!!
GOSH!!!! today friday le 2 MORE day mine sch starting ._.
should i be worry or happy?
should i be sad?
okok stop thinking =D
i'm gonna haf fun today =x
hehex. if anyone happen to go paris ris bungalow arhx maybe u will see us haf alot of fun =D maybe can join us if u don't mind wet becoz we playing outside de hse not inside =D

JIE i'm gonna reach it =D
3 A1 2B3
i will get my reward
becoz mine target is 5 A
hehex =x
okay stop here
i got to download more song =D
becoz i gonna stuck in bus for 1 hrs to sch monday onward
thx shi ying same sch wif mi can pei mi =D
<3

hey bakkie
<3

hey earthling here de weekend =D












ok bye bye
done updating! =D
<3

hello everyone, i'm bakkie =D
10 more day sch starting
private school done everything except wait for sch to start (=
i gonna study harder. hehex
i promise mom. n i promise myself :)
20 more day birthday coming =D
birthday coming soon!!! i wan present =x
hope i really do get my itouch for birthday as they promise
hope someone will remember my brithday (:
hope i get alot PRESENT :x
hmm.. bryan chaleting starting on tuesday i wanna stay there
so won't be updating blog (:
This year i will move my life wif no regret (:
no repeating my mistake i done last years
moving on happily.
everyone started school (: but i haven't at first i so bored :x
but got few ppl that keep mi accompany thx alot (:
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YO!! everyone.
so happy he late for hm for 1 hrs plus plus hehex =)
so good ^_^
i gt to use com while he in sch =)
till 18 jan mine sch start
i'm pretty bored
was quite upset about ytd but it's over ^_^
but longer sad.
hmmm i going let my bro use
bye
hmm 25 day to mine birthday
hope i got alot of present -.-
hope ppl remember it )=
<3

hehex bakkie use com another day =D
i'm super happy bro going start sch
i gonna be home alone so good ^_^
hse super noisy rite now!!!!!!
gross..
no more quarrelling wif him
super duper good ^_^
he gonna strike harder for his studies jy =x i support u
hope u get to de sub u wan =D
i still got 2 wk before sch reopen ^_^
i wanna study harder for O lvl get into poly
i believe i can do it becoz i don't wanna slack already ^_^
n i wanna study hard wif my bro aka de bendan lah
alway play play play... so dumb de lor
<3

finally 2010 le =x
<3

fk lah!!!!!!!!! hate my bro to de core =x
make mi so pissed off
christmas mood let him disturb away..
alway becoz of com den come disiao fker
awwwwwwwwww....
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! hehex
PRESENT PRESENT =x
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
but santa gif mi a friend which is limited edition
n not anything tat i crave for =x
but it's okay a new friend is de best ^_^
slept very late last nite as alot of msg come hahas
n a hilarious person trying explain who is he =x
then make mi laugh till cannot take it le
becoz i lost contact don't know who is it...
so i ask him who are u common way of asking
then he told mi u know the ign bla bla bla
then i say nope
then he try tell mi another ign
i say nope again
he given up he say maybe he register wrong number
then i tell him nope we can be friend n i was laughing at this particular person i still dont know who he dam funny
then he say u know this ign
then in de end i say tat mine bla bla bla
then he say tat him
then i was laughing more loudly
christmas joke of de week =x
he make mi smile for de first time =x
n he mine maple daddy hehex
merry christmas love u lot....
<3

i never come a cross... a thing tat hurt so much.. coz so much pain
was wondering "wah is easy to do it, but inside really pain"
maybe i really put too much in it...
waited 3 month to let him come to my life
5 month 29day to change him...
but he left in de end -.-
it hurt so badly i don't even know how to forget about it
but still haf to move on =x
doesn't wan anyone to worry over mi
it jus so useless
but hope he find a better girl -.-
i guess i need take 8 month 29 day to forget about him completely
FINDING A BF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i doesn't wanna be alone
hehex..
wanna watch alvin n de chipmunk 2
but bro don't wan pei mi watch then haf nobody pei mi watch le
watch movie alone not a good idea too -.-
i tested n interviewed le
i get into 1 yrs course although mine standard is at 2 yrs
de teacher over there super nice =)
grat bryan go to his sister sch
i can't wait for ur chalet at jan
can celebrate my birthday if u don't mind
hahas...
1 wk of celebration
u got a 1 short celebration after 12yrs hahas
now everyone burden is off
but i still haf something in my mind
which is him
i don't really know how to let go
this first guy let me know wat is love, teach me how to cry, teach mi so many thing
only 1 thing he left mi, never teach me how to get over the pain...
friend or stranger?????
is just can't be forgotten
9month 1 day
but it still linger in my head
i wish it can fade!!
to mi his inperfection is all i need
but to him i m nth i guess

*skip skip*

also must forget...
endure de pain i think i can hehex
i wanna thx kor n a friend accompany mi
when i need =)
u all alway in my heart no matter wat
ytd make quite a few ppl mad
so sorry =x
i couldn't control my emotion
finally sleep through nite
finally get rid of bad dream
awww i miss norman n adwin
hahas congrat norman go in to pr sec
this both naughty boi is mine long lost cousin
wish u can spend wif us like previous time
miss their naughty action make ppl gone crazy
miss every move of their make us irritated
just miss them so much
esp someone still linger in my head i miss it so much...
n de same person in my heart tat keep telling mine head i love u alot it's never change...

TML IS CHRISTMAS I WAN PRESENT PRESENT!!!! =))))))))
santa claus i wan a bf for christmas =D
santa claus i wan carebear
i wan alot alot alot
sorry =x i very greedy becoz it been 16 yrs since i didn't get anything
gif mi 1 shot present =x santa claus i'm good this year bring me present =x
mine baka jiejie own mi alot of present 3 in a row
i don't care must get mi =x
becoz i pass mine chinese it never happen before miracle arhx n
mine birthday right at coming 1 more month 1 present n
tml christmas 1 present hehex
3 present =x
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sleepless nite recently.. hope tonite will be a better nite -.-
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this is de first time i doing all this!
i nvr try this before kind of weird becoz don't know he touch anot

look i m locked up by mine bro!!!!!! using rope.. not trying kill myself coz although is pain but not bleeding!
<3

the leopard will nvr change its spot..
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hmmm okok i update! -.-"
kinda lazy

okay here it goes
everyday eat sleep eat sleep n study n study
bored wif mine life!

n 1 more thing
eh maple got taiji don't find mi lah
i retired so long le going a month bo on le
tio taiji find de 1 playing lah

i been thinking recently
i so tired of giving a chance n i think we just like a friend
n u seem veri happy about it
i afraid of gettin hurt all over again )=
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO COUSIN N FLOW same BLOOD WIF MI DE BRO n uncle n aunt everybody tat birthday is in nov -.-"
sorry didn't attend any of u de chalet coz i kinda of lazy. not in a good mood
n i think i not going for christmas celebration too..
u all can jus pass mine gift to mine bro bah...

GRAT flow same blood wif mi de KORKOR ORD LE... finally free le can pei ur gf le... last long last long dont alway quarrel...
<3

hello earthlings,

Okay Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday to mine beloved cousin Brenda! finally turn sweet 14
hope u enjoyed ur days, always mine beloved cousin aka god sister best that i ever haf.

Secondly, Congrat to MR bryan for throwing few burden of load of his worry. he scored 178 in his PSLE still not bad... now ur main worry is to get into ur sister sch wor.

[Dear god,Pls help mine beloved cousin get into his sis sch. praise with jesus christ named. Ahmen]

*doesn't wan to see him waste his bright future because his parent doesn't allow him to contiune on study if he didn't get into his sister school*

his sis sch = his future

And Thirdly, Nobody is useless, it just a crap of excuses.
if u think u a failure, den let mi tell u, u jus a few more step to be successful
every failure learn their mistake, if u never learn u never success.
and an apologise onli made when u really meant it.

Broken real down at 261109 10.43pm where mine heart broken in to million pieces
de day i cried miserable n i want to thx a greatful girl a million. thx for cheering mi up
I realised tat mine tot is actually rite.
nobody actually understand mi
Parent always busying wif ther work didn't even bother their child need them. all they do is work n work.
So called Bf always busying wif his gaming n sleeping.
Bro alway busying wif going out ton n hang out wif cousin
Mi alone can't do anything without parent permission.
now i understand wat is lonely wif no one care n love
no one seem to realised there a girl still exist ard them.

i not gonna give u anymore burden or worry
u don't haf to worry anything except urself
i will survive through de rain or de storm
u can continue busy wif ur friend n stuff
<3

ADDDED SONG DONT COMPLAIN.....
u know i m so lazy =x so bear wif it...
weather is fking hot.. SNOW PLOX!!!! or RAINNNNNNNNNN
make de weather cooler.. i going dead soon...
air con this few day cmi =x
sad! i didnt sleep well for sooooooo many days except for afternoon napping..
blog blog blog blog i blog le...
i add song le everything done..
BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SLOWLY TAG
<3

so long no blog le here i m again... fking bored lei
haix.. siian sia...
playing aran 42 le but is bro de acc = male character
cannot hong if hong = lose alot lei...
going spon him a zak helm = 200mil lei wan buy mesos
a idiot dont wan sell me..
coz he put all zai item inside 66wa flower -.-"
den dmg dam okok... not so good not so bad..
he wan buy ssb 50mil not sure lah de price.. but he can afford sia without buying mesos
coz he got 60mil...
plus playing a noob warrior no zai eq dmg kns cmi.. so fk lor... coz i broke no mesos buy eq
ahhhhhh maple so sux everything so ex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
siian lah quit maple = rot hm till die le coz no job everything dont haf..
wah mine dad so good arhx gif mi permission go out not bad not bad..
first time ever..
dont need sneak out...
haixxxxxxxx
<3

jus finish watching 2012.. top rated i dont mind watching again (:
but if 3D more shiok =x ticket selling fast somemore nvr book ticket lucky there is seat for us hahas
i going mia soon... very soon, mad wif someone tat kup mine phone ytd careful wif it...
if u dont wan die dont call again.. if nt i m sure i will kill u... fk u...
wan mi forgive u wait 10000000000000yrs later bah....
i hate u to de core... unless u get mi a carebear maybe i will consider forgive u..
i know i m smart =x but den this is some trading session... who ask tat idiot make mi so mad..
i wont talk to him anymore. lalalalas.. even chiobu or handsome come find mi i also wont talk to him not even a chance... n n n i swear if i haf more than 1 bf i will jus kill myself..
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MAD!!!!!!!!!!! nobody dare kup mine phone ytd someone did it for de first n going be de last...
is he call somemore.. fk sia.
quiting maple not going play anymore...
maple sux to de core..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
<3

siian.... walk walk ard JP today wif mom.. she pro walker since come bak from bangkok nvr stop walking i so bored tired =x it killing my leg already.... somemore it crowded i let ppl bang den fall poor mi =x hehex i wan go out but i dont haf excuse pass. fk man hate it. right after 18 dec going start back up for O lvl... promise mine mom to do tat.. nono is i promise myself to do tat.. coz i wan get into college or maybe poly.. but lappy gone, ipod touch gone. haix birthday another bomb.. sure no ppl will remember.. it sux big time now.. 16 yrs all ppl remember is CNY no one ever think of nicole ong birthday = no present.. angry wif someone.. havent forgive him... not sure going anot... i hate it alot alot alot...
maple sux maple sux maple sux maple sux maple sux maple sux.
ht sux ht sux ht sux ht sux
get ignored sux...
everything sux to hell

saw softtoy at action city have to think of a way to get it.. haix
tml movie wif kelvin n charles... both stupid de quarrel wif each other for nth -.-"
daniel ps kia............. no more prep sch le dont wan relax sec 4 nia

maybe i will be good stay hm forever... maybe i will slip out of hse (:

wow cool everyone jio-ing mi out but too bad.. this week mine day are booked
tml movie, tues accompany charles ong jiajun.. wed maybe going out find someone i mad wif..
thurs.. booked dont know wat... friday... erm i forget.. sat i think going for de person i mad wif de dont know wat BBQ maybe maybe.. sun church i think...

not working le... lolx
i rotting, slacking till go bak sch =x
coz mine family arhx all lazy pig lai de
dont work for living.
we play slack rot till die
kidding.. sorry i offended mine cousin hahas...
coz they one of a kind jus like mi..
PIG Jiu shi PIG nth will change =x
dont gang out wack mi thx i say de is true fact
<3

i'm really, very foolish
i know no one other than you
you're looking at someone esle
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

i won't be in your days
i won't be in your memories either, however
only you, i looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

as i watch you walking past, i'm still happy
i'm withstanding the pain each day
"i love you" is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
baby, i love you, i'm waiting for you

i won't be in your days
i won't be remember either, however
only you, i looked only at you
i'm making memories alone

loving you is like having a beautiful wound
i look at your pretty smile
but i cannot laugh with you

i'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
baby, i'm waiting for you, i love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though i cannot hold you like this
i need you, i cannot say anything more, i want you
i keep on hoping too, i'll keep hoping......

i really want to see the day
i'm withstanding the pain each day
"i love you" is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you

i'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting so much in all these sad days
"i want to see you" is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
baby, i'm waiting for you, i love you

i love this song so much~
<3

BORED!!!

hehex =x finish watching "boys over flower"and "where got ghost?"and "up"
"marley and me", "mousehunt","beveryl hills chihuahua".
just finish all so quite bored now no more show...

been eating candy for meals. very sweet ^^ hehex
nvr go out at all.. wah mine parent happy like siao..
wonder wat type of parent is tat.. disagree their child to hang out wif friend
for even a few hrs.. haix
forget about sad thing..

i m going be good.. not going to be sad about relationship or quarrelling anymore
if u wan quarrel then gif mi up =x i m sorry i haf to say tat... now n go on or nvr go on.
nvr going mention again =x
i promise.

happily living n slacking n rotting to dead kidding lols
moved hse not familiar wif place hard go out hard go anywhr..
<3

thing drifting everything apart... nth stay right nth goes right..
i m speechless do wat u wan.
i cant control u. i cant keep up wif u.
quarrel quarrel n quarrel.

being a girl sux being a living thing sux being a human sux everything sux to de core.
i jus wish i not born...
nobody understand.. y should i bother. y should i care. y should i shed tear.
LIFE SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stomach pain awwwww )=
ANYONE WAN GO OUT??
OR ANYONE BORED!! I M FREE....

siian pig sleeping =x haix

YAY mom ROX she help mi pay mine O lvl private fees if i couldnt make it to sec 5 but change away mine lappy.
but its okay... i dont mind i jus wanna get into poly.. so must study harder ^^ after poly UNI hahas... i know i can do it =x
less maple i dont mind less com usage i dont mind less go out i dont mind ^^ good result that wat count... good education GOOD FUTURE!!!!!

i know im not respecting u i not greeting u i know but who care...
u dont know how use phone dont use lah!!!!
bill so ex blame mi. not even mine bill.. fk u
check clearly lah.. i never bomb mine bill okay... $50 is ur target hor
pls pls pls get out of mine life.....
u BIG BOMBER! FKER.
i m so disappoint in u for life. i wont forgive u till de day mine last breath end.

tml chalet =x
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awwwww i sick of salmon sushi....... i sick of food... i dont wan eat i dont bite anymore )=
food sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keep all ur food away from mi... i sick of it...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh better dont bring mi out to eat again....

went dar hse den he wan go eat sushi feed mi eat eat eat while i already eat something at his hse.. orange noodle unique colour but vege -.-" nvr taste it in my whole life.
den salmon sushi den go JP walk walk walk walk i dont wan anymore thing in mini toon lols.. jus get mi something in mine cravings if u wan...
den walk walk walk le den go CWP walk walk walk walk tat mr naggy come ask mi wan eat again -.-" i nvr eaten so much in a day before.. now i sick of food.. pls =x no more food.
den dar n his friend wan watch movie but if i watch finish i go bak hm 10plus le is way too late so nvr watch.. went hm instead...
now blogging forget sms him nvm he now watching movie dont disturb him.. i turning for bed soon i way too tired.. i think tml not finding him =x if not i going let him feed sushi again )=
eilen faster save mi =x u bored i lent jw gif u!

n n n n n n HAPPY BIRTHDAY JX KORKOR!!!!! next chalet at tuesday? think so =x not sure lei.. nobody update mi.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL TAY!!!
18 liao!

sad lah..

tml onward going out till late lai book mine day..
who care if u wan control mi..
i not going call u wan say mi no respect no manner ur business i dont care
who care if i go out till late.
u dont even go against ur promise u make
u break it twice... so mine turn break it too.

i love wat life now without u.
freedom more.
i dont care anything.
i wont shed anymore tear for u.
or anyone.
i swear.
i wont be falling down climbing out jus for u.

u dont change. i change.
i not toy. i dont care if u wan treat mi like toy. i leave if u dont like it.
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ahhhhhh.. still own mom 13sgd... n more not sure..
zzz nvm.. going find job return her..
siian nah.. i tot i dont need work for life..
but if i dont work they not going pay my O lvl sch fee or o lvl exam fee
sad... hai.
i dont know wan to work wat i nvr work before...
brought "up" n "boys over flowers" going watch soon...
i need someone help mi out..
i guess there wont be..
n i haf a pig.. sleeping all de way -.-"
i wonder when he will stop sleeping n pei mi.. at least.
hate my parent lah... cold war = i die..
sad.. there no one can accompany..
no one to talk to..
everyone seem so busy..
haix.
i promise to be happy but i onli showing it outside ba..
inside is still sux n hurt...
currently stop mapling le..
i confuse wif mine life..
i jus wish i dont haf to argue or quarrel anymore..
charles ong jiajun i beg u dont find taiji i dont wan quarrel anymore.. i tired le
i know u zai..
waiting for ppl jio mi watch "2012" nov 12 n "the twilight saga new moon" dec dk when "planet 51" but dont know who wan watch
if not i haf to spent 5x sgd to ask cousin they all watch wif mi...
no mood for chalet.. christmas coming buy mi soft toy i will take it generously dont worry =x
swimming tonning eating sleeping playing nth else watch them drink or play poker.. i m a good girl i dont drink i dont gamble.. but i wish i could try it..

u can book my day if u wan i will be free 10/11 onward but i got chalet in de evening have to go over eat and 16/11 onward is free. u can start booking now... unless no mood to go out.

mom agree mi having bf.. but must be careful dont knw wat thing.. dad rejected.. but watever mom agree = everything okay..
forget it. i haf bf no bf = same...

mom brought mi a piyo chan today hahas... coz i pei her go take brother passport. VIVO. N JE mine reward..
plus this also counted as 9/11 must pei her go dont know where find counsellor for brother..
he got dont know wat laugauge dont know wat thing.. den he fail school let him promote sec 3 lucky him wear long pant le... but his standard still at sec 1.. lousy
i know i m bad who care. i nvr even get any help n i need get high grade.. he get so many help.. n he fail.. den mom say nvm he like tat de... bias.. Y PARENT SO BIAS..

bro going malaysia next wk wif his gf good for u.. but u still lose mi.. u haf to pay for 70sgd if u nvr bring tat reciept but tat aunty check for u onli..
den after take le go find ahma but ahma go downstair walk walk cannot find her... should buy a phone for her mah so can reach her instead of go there for nth...

i know how to go hm le... n go out le.. can jio mi out le..
i know how to take bus n mrt from de hse le...
if i lost jus take mi hm..
coz i still not familiar..
i dont even know wat de place call -.-"
okok not onli mi.. mine bro also dont know he still need ppl go god mommi hse there fetch him..
i know i m noob no choice.. i born to be one..

nuer also play bak maple le.. lols... jie chionging 120 sia.. zzz siian she 6 more lvl
i still got 18 more lvl... big gap..
good everyone play bak maple remember mega mi..
i jus wan mega nia =x

not going to be de first to approach ppl.. i going wait for ppl find mi instead... being de first being ignore.. is like disturbing de person..

i not giving in anything dont haf to quarrel wif mi i not in de mood.. jus fk off if u dont like it.. i dont need friend or anything close.. coz when i need someone sure no ppl.. so to mi nth is important.. if i sad. there no ppl to talk to...
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bored. i staying hm but raining... waiting for de noob pei mi but he nvr... he told mi he play 1 round of game.. ended out i think he went sleep.. hai..
forget it.... everytime also like this..

bryan so excited i come bak le.. brought him clothes n brenda they come find mi during nite.. hahas so cute arhx... then i fall asleep veri soon after they left...
brenda i think nite or morning sms mi i saw in de morning... she say nice... brought alot of clothes..
he so happy till siao... keep call us when in bangkok.. i wish u could come wif us..
di come bak sg str8 go god mommmi hse find daniel gif present..
kelvin i think he got gif ba...

hey all, who wan present claim from mi thx is present limited... nt all can get...

happy happy i going go oversea again ^^ not sure when...

hehex..

benedict ask mi when wan meet him i also dont know when free...
den jie sunday free... finding her next sunday bah..
n chalet coming dont know at whr...
paris ris i think..

i enjoy myself alot alot hehex...
happy!!!!

nobody snatch com wif mi ^^
nvr been playing maple...
coz so useless....
nobody help mi....


i miss him alot...
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look everyone so tired to catch de flight ended out... some sleep in de airport till like this.. hahas

find de shop in de ticket find till veri veri veri veri long ended out arhx de shop close le.... zzz

this is sweet i think i not so sure mine bro say de.

see de pepsi so tall so unique hehex.. sg i think dont haf it

mosquito bite till so big... poor mi.... first day reach there jiu tio bite le in de hotel somemore...
BAngkok cool..... shop till i realli dead... bone hurt everywhere need massage le =x
sick sick sick very sick need someone take care of mi le
alot alot alot of thing =x
cant tell anymore i tired lols
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i m flying tml. m i excited? dont think so i m being happy outside inside realli dying....
but i see mine bro he realli excited like hell....
hai......
should i enjoy mine self?
wat if i cant?
haix..................................

trying to cheer...
forgiving him..
come bak from bangkok....
sorry sorry sorrry.... sorry all mine life.......................

love everyone.. <3
i m soo gonna be fine
n fine rite now coz i getting use to de environment
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WAh. nobody home. dinner instant noodle -.-"
asked mi moved to live wif mine uncle )=
now stuck wif no aircon no heater... DEAD VERI DEAD
siian sat bangkok le....
sobs...
this few day pretty sad
dont fan mi if u can u may get ignored i dont know....

everyone lax.......................................
it not between anyone jus mi n him.. nth matter
how he treated jus like a toy....
when he need mi he come find mi when he dont he jus leave mi alone..
if he realli need mi he wont often forget about mi...
forget his promise..
past is past leave it behind leave mi alone...
i jus wan a quiet time...

thx for caring.
eilen chiobu dont worry i will come bak... jus take care of him till 4 nov bah....thx a million.

put everything behind ba!
sibei saddddddddd nahhhhhh )=
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. mine leg pain )= it hurt alot
thx eilen chiobu helping mi take care of someone
thx a million.
wah i first time drinking gas-ing drink early in de morning
hahas effective too pro
i m a toy for ppl to play wif. dump mi aside when tired of it.
mine phone flatting soon. someone take away mine charger. n dont know put till whr cant find it.
thx everyone for concerning but i think i m fine.
i will try be happy.
first of all. eilen chiobu i maybe come bak claim maybe not but just take care of him for mi.
wondering will he break his promise? lalalalas dont care =x
since he treated mi like a toy dump mi aside ytd while i waited for him. den ask mi go by myself. so he almost lucky i get killed. i wandering ard lakeside all by myself. when i dont know that fking place n lost. super sad. cabbed hm sleep all de way till morining. sorry ignore alot of msg =x n call coz i super sad n tired ),:
i so gonna be a toy dumping ard n play wif.
bro went asiasoft cant again haf to go another time.
zzz fk asiasoft. twice u know.
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AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
hai. chatting wif mine dar now.
zzzz. idiot, dumb! i wont dont wan u not even a second!
i love u a million regardless of anything.
i will keep think of u every second even when i m far away.

chalet 10,11,12 novmember ... Zzz.
lately i make mine mom mad.. i alway sleep n sleep n sleep
all i promise de i nvr do. i promise pei her go grandma hse i didnt go
all i onli care is sleep nth esle.
hais =x sorry i dont meant it. i jus feel veri tired.
and mad. dar alway jealous over ppl honging mi.
wat if ppl honging mi i dont even care.
been madding over him for whole day i guess.
he told mi his phone no batt while his off his phone...
he told mi he spam call mi for over hundred plus time when he nvr

but wat past is past. nvm nvm life move on.
forget it. i still love u a million even if i mad at u.
<3

just changed blog song!
but dar off his phone cant reach him hais
sorry....
<3

rawrs bored!
jus finish mine fishball!

hais phone flatting lazy charge!
going eat strawberry yougurt hehex

maple maple maple maple =x

1 more wk i going bangkok
i m so going miss him =x

31 oct to 4 nov no him lols << how many day i guess it long
coz i dont know how to count n lazy count. hehex >.<
okok i ask a pro she told mi 4 or 5 days lols
i hate counting day coz not mine type

bored without him
i miss him alot but i dont know how tell him
cause he a pig alway sleep sleep sleep
tat y this few day i go sleep instead!
wait for him rather go sleep kill time!
he nvr believe mi in watever i do
i wondering why.....
sometime lying is best coz anyway he wont believe!
he onli believe in my lies.

i guess in my heart onli one person fill in
i love him the onli one n alot.
even how many ppl honging mi in maple
nth going replace him. but he wont believe but get jealous
hais -.-"
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fk mine life!
everything so sux!
YAWNS i go sleep now tired =x
i hope tonite i get a good sleep
stupid com =x lag like hell
MOMMY FASTER GET MI MINE NEW LAPTOP BEFORE I THROW AWAY THIS COM!!!!!

PRAY HARD RENT THIS HSE OUT I WILL MOVE OUT!

I HATE MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WISH I COULD SLEEP AND NVR WAKE UP!!!
CAUSE ONCE I WAKE UP I M BEING CONTROLLED!!!!
I NOT ROBOT!!!!!
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Bored! mine timing changed.. it goes this way
from morning to night i will sleep night to morning i will be wide awake

went maple today slacking at fm entrance chl20
met a noob ign superhard. defamed mi n kpkb so much
ask mi watched out today! so i going watch out. he wan tio mi.
ask mi go bugis. inmature kids. fker.

midnite while slacking! someone regonise mi as dar gf le
de person say "u jw gf"
i reply "lols"
den i ignore le.
but they veri fk de. i wonder y dar got so bad de friend. hais
i not going say wat his friend ign. in case he know. or wat happen.
should i quit maple? maybe this way i wont know any of his friend.
he too pro for mi. coz i not officially announce as his gf.
so alot ppl doesnt know. n i dont like some of his friend )=
maybe i shouldnt be so cashy! alot ppl honging! hais
maybe maybe maybe maybe.
maple getting laggin! dc quite alot of time le.

hai wat should i do. to make someone happy
i jus like a useless freak.
onli make ppl sad or angry
thing not same as before. time fly everything went fast.



nicole is unhappy about everything

should i go find dar later?
i keep alot of thing from him le. i dont know wat to do.
i dont like him sad! i jus wan make him feel happy but it hard
i dont know how cheer ppl up
or make them happy! i m a noob -.-"
i jus wish he wont emo or feel sad!
i think i will rest few day from him so he wont read mine face
that i hide thing from him, it hard to hide thing from him
but it better than dont hide. but when infront of him. it dont seem to be able hide anything he good guesses! he know it all well!
I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH
he could come fetch mi go out instead of going to his place everytime
travelling in mrt so tired took hrs to reach!
hai Sad )=
from now on i must not disturb him or find him when he inside maple slacking
in case he get mad! i m a lonely girl! that no one understand!
i wish someone will understand mi!
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hello earthling,
wah it 5.58am rite now. i still couldnt get some sleep!
i dont know y lols, anyway i pei-ing antonio didi ton while he train but i mostly afk-ed hehex. had been chatting wif gary wif his emo-ing lols but i dont know who is him hahas inside mine msn de =x funny eh!
current lvl for maple is 102 but i didnt play lols. mine dar helping mi alot from 68 to 102 he promise i bak from bangkok lvl 130. should be? hahas cannot be trusted. i been disturbing him from sleep this few day hahas! sorry eh.i dont mean it =x i m inoocent :) it been long long time since i ton-ed coz fever jus recover hahas.

i hate eating!!!!! chew chew chew make mine mouth so tired -.-"
but i promised to eat 3 meal a day at least. nvm a promise a promise!
antonio didi get bored le keep spam mi for 18time le i nvr notice hahas. den let him spam lols.somemore ask mi out for breakf at 10am siao eh changi travel to toa payoh gonna be early so i didnt promise him hahas.

what should i do. i getting tired tired of it

i hate being control! it sux i dont haf mine time mine life
Y ALWAY BEING SO BIAS OVER BROTHER N MI!
i get mine freedom too.
atleast let mi get out of hse spend time wif mine friend
and stop complaining about him not going to sch.
when u all allow him to climb to ur head.
WHEN HE STARTED RETAINING n here u all complaining about him.
ask mi teach him, wat can i help, when he dont even help himself.
i not GOD!!!!!! i haf mine life toO!!!!!
AWWWWW. life so sux but life moved!!!!
i wont know wat will happen to mi tml or in future!

i realli wonder when will i stop breathing! i get tired of it
explaining when no one believe
joking ard!!!!! quarreling!!!

i dont give a dam to whoever u are! mind ur own buiness instead of suspect mi

later on going grandma hse dont know wat time!
iloveu lot it been 7th month still counting on!
although u promise alot of thing! n forgotten ): but its okay
what past is past!
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chionging maple for 1 day le lvl 76 ^^ hehex
49 to 68 in 1 2x
but tired. hahas. currently is 2.44am i still cant sleep
i scare i cant get up in de morning -.-"
i need to get off bed at 7.30am zzz
so must not sleep (=
lalalas i m bored. waiting for my char reach 120
going jb on sat jus 1 day to shop.
hmmmmm. afk in maple chatting in msn lols
slacking all de way till 4plus off in case anybody get off bed.
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YO EARTHLINGs! hahas i bak again
currently waiting for maple to done patch
dam long. i wanna chiong a prz ^^ den wait for steady ppl mega
lvl49 =x so slow! Holiday still not bad! but i guess few more wk i will get bored again.
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WOW holiday! N lvl finish here come play play play play all day long ^^
so long no blog le here i m again ^^ will try blog more often le
passed uncle birthday, aloius birthday, kelvin birthday, corene birthday sweet 21 jus passed went to her chalet haf lot of fun but playing catching hit tio mine leg lols.
next going be charles ong jiajiu 14th birthday ^^ 19 oct which u are lucky rite now a holiday for u* hahas
maple maple n maple hahas chionging 50 for my cleric rite now lvl 47 le but still slow
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HAPPY BELATED birthday ahma (= i l0ve u t0 de c0re <3
s0 l0ng nvr come bl0gging le here i m (:
recently kinda tired and sleep all day l0ng and plus ahma chalet s0 co0l
staying there f0r 1 day 0nli c0z n0b0dy wan stay s0 siian

ok let start from last thursday 4/6/09

wake up will in a hyper mo0d c0z 0f de chalet hehex
but ended up n0b0dy stay lor s0 siian
ailing jiejie n her bf come hm den they g0ing wild wild wet so i tag al0ng to de chatlet hahas
den wait for all of them to come
den saw my di there quarrel wif him again standard procedure
den all planing tml go swiming but some wan movie they started cook steamboat
but i eat abit onli lah ended out midnite hungry go outside buy mac =D
onli 6 ppl ton nia lols brenda and bryan n di follow mi go buy mac eat as they also hungry hahas
we chat outside while they sleep inside
den after awhile they go sleep i go bath den i went sleep
u know last to sleep is totally cant sleep well coz of their snoring nvm tell u wat happen next time =D
in the morning i was de first to get up coz i couldnt sleep well
den my phone also low batt soon so nvm use phone lor
den i go disiao brenda up den bryan wake up le lols den di . my kor sleep dam long lah sleep till so song like there no tml hahas
but den i went eat breakfast didnt eat alot the rest gif my dad eat
after awhile dad go work le .
den uncle come he call us go bak sleep since still early
den we go bak sleep den wake up den uncle wanna sleep le
then we burst into laughter coz my kor n uncle sleep de snoring sound like F1 racing
den bryan kana kick down by di lols funny coz he pay 10cent to watch den he top up another 1.90 but jus kidding de lah we nvr even use money is show on live hahas
den ended out uncle disqualified coz he on tv we shock tio lols den see chey wake up le
hahas soon after tat sally jiejie come wif her maid n aloysious n alouis he dam cute hahas
den wake kor up for lunch eat chicken rice
den we go fairprice to buy ingredient for later bbQ
we come bak le den slowly ppl come le den we also wait for de rest to come coz they going swiming but i dont wan go i wanna go watch movie lor alot dont wan watch so nvm lor
they come le go swiming den daniel pei mi watch movie hahas thx daniel =D
night in de museum 2 nice show sia veri funny . rush bak to chatlet for dinner walao lor ask kor help mi cook bbQ chicken wing den wait till so long sia den corene jiejie come she cut queue sia eat my 2 chicken wing den after awhile they say they going cut ahma birthday cake le sally jiejie ask mi dont eat le , i tell her i havent touch yet lei i havent eaten lor . den she was like orh faster eat den i chiong eating hahas eat finish all my chicken wing hehex
den grandma cake so cool sia durian cake show picture later
we de sing de louder among de rest of de chatlet tat sing jus now hahas
den after awhile cab home so tired lor i went bath str fall aslp le

4th month n counting! still no news! getting tired living in de dark!
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rawrs . hey peeps i m bak .
today go sch, first peirod ss dam so bored sia fall aslp
second period eng n den ss again i was sleeping so soundly lols
den recess MT so happy sia cher nvr come free peirod .
this is becoz everyone pray last nite mayb
hehex
after sch bused hm fall aslp during bus ride den overstop
dont know why this few day dam tired .

dam asiasoft sia cannot change pw .
bitchy stop online my char lah kn'n
online still wan lie . u think i 3 years old arhx .
fk u lah . only u knw my pw . not u who take sia . ghost arhx lols
i got ss from mine ahma aka ur mother.
UR mother nvr teach u be honest izzit n'b

BAD MOOD

missing u day n nite. tear dropping for u!
there no news from u. 1month n so on le haix
<3

today went church after church went daniel hse kelvin was doing some retarded thing to di lols hairstyle fashion show mayb



<3

bak blogging~
hais sad alot of thing happening
1st moving hse soon
2nd i fall sick
3rd secret hais

i wish i nvr born but impossible

1st yuki mei come bak sg le my bro shock think he saw wrong person
2nd we moving hse le shifting to uncle hse sad no more freedom hais )=
3rd fall sick recover le
4th today people coming to see de flat n buy it )= coz is my kor de gf de mother de friend hais whoever coming to buy they dont wan nego le de flat cant be saved
hais now a days onli play maple coz i dont know wat to do
bored n sad nth can change de fact of not moving hse
and most of all the thing i dont wan it happen.... it happen le )= (those who know wat i mean, good for u, should be able to guess)
i dont know what to do i m so lost
i have nobody already~
i m all alone

n to somebody may not read my blog
dont talk bad thing about people
u think u good meh u also not better than her and him

i lost le
i lost everything le

i miss ualot i wish time can travel bak
nw i lost everything )=
nobody will understand de feeling
nobody will care either
hais i think it time to forget him
although u left mi wif a broken heart
wishing 1 day u may come bak to mi
but impossible i know -.-"hais
i know u hate mi alot but i dont realli care



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rawrs test test n test sat got flag day hais sian... guitar hero rock i love de guitar i know how to play de guitar already not de drum! still noob in it i dont get use to it! it harder than u think.... bored eh i got nth to do! slacking slacking nvr even studies!i wonder how i get good grade for N lvl or waiting for miracle happen.
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sian day hais... lols i earn 12mil liao lols if i help train till lvl36 easy lah 10mil till lvl 36 2mil frm giving answer in math test hahas lols today take bak math get 14/20 ok lah can pass... MT 6/30 pathetic sore... den bused hm reach going chiong 2x soon.. fking bro make mi dam pissed off.. fighting wif him make my leg bleed... fk i told him ytd i wan use com today liao nvr go sch still wan use com... n den i anyhw hit him lols i think hurted him coz he cry good for him...
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today totally bored went sch as usual then went for remedial MT follow by f&n... MT rox sia actually no nid go de i special lols cher say if i dont go she mark mi as present for mi but den after tat got F&N cannot pon..zzz sure call parent so go MT den F&N bused hm den chiong maple (= currently chionging a cleric lvl 30 liao...
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Nicole
On 28 January many yrs ago, i was born.
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