Saturday, October 24, 20094:22 AM
Bored! mine timing changed.. it goes this way
from morning to night i will sleep night to morning i will be wide awake
went maple today slacking at fm entrance chl20
met a noob ign superhard. defamed mi n kpkb so much
ask mi watched out today! so i going watch out. he wan tio mi.
ask mi go bugis. inmature kids. fker.
midnite while slacking! someone regonise mi as dar gf le
de person say "u jw gf"
i reply "lols"
den i ignore le.
but they veri fk de. i wonder y dar got so bad de friend. hais
i not going say wat his friend ign. in case he know. or wat happen.
should i quit maple? maybe this way i wont know any of his friend.
he too pro for mi. coz i not officially announce as his gf.
so alot ppl doesnt know. n i dont like some of his friend )=
maybe i shouldnt be so cashy! alot ppl honging! hais
maybe maybe maybe maybe.
maple getting laggin! dc quite alot of time le.
hai wat should i do. to make someone happy
i jus like a useless freak.
onli make ppl sad or angry
thing not same as before. time fly everything went fast.
nicole is unhappy about everything
should i go find dar later?
i keep alot of thing from him le. i dont know wat to do.
i dont like him sad! i jus wan make him feel happy but it hard
i dont know how cheer ppl up
or make them happy! i m a noob -.-"
i jus wish he wont emo or feel sad!
i think i will rest few day from him so he wont read mine face
that i hide thing from him, it hard to hide thing from him
but it better than dont hide. but when infront of him. it dont seem to be able hide anything he good guesses! he know it all well!
I WISH I WISH I WISH I WISH
he could come fetch mi go out instead of going to his place everytime
travelling in mrt so tired took hrs to reach!
hai Sad )=
from now on i must not disturb him or find him when he inside maple slacking
in case he get mad! i m a lonely girl! that no one understand!
i wish someone will understand mi!
<3
The Hardest thing to do
is forgive n forget .
