Thursday, December 24, 20099:28 AM
i never come a cross... a thing tat hurt so much.. coz so much pain
was wondering "wah is easy to do it, but inside really pain"
maybe i really put too much in it...
waited 3 month to let him come to my life
5 month 29day to change him...
but he left in de end -.-
it hurt so badly i don't even know how to forget about it
but still haf to move on =x
doesn't wan anyone to worry over mi
it jus so useless
but hope he find a better girl -.-
i guess i need take 8 month 29 day to forget about him completely
FINDING A BF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i doesn't wanna be alone
hehex..
wanna watch alvin n de chipmunk 2
but bro don't wan pei mi watch then haf nobody pei mi watch le
watch movie alone not a good idea too -.-
i tested n interviewed le
i get into 1 yrs course although mine standard is at 2 yrs
de teacher over there super nice =)
grat bryan go to his sister sch
i can't wait for ur chalet at jan
can celebrate my birthday if u don't mind
hahas...
1 wk of celebration
u got a 1 short celebration after 12yrs hahas
now everyone burden is off
but i still haf something in my mind
which is him
i don't really know how to let go
this first guy let me know wat is love, teach me how to cry, teach mi so many thing
only 1 thing he left mi, never teach me how to get over the pain...
friend or stranger?????
is just can't be forgotten
9month 1 day
but it still linger in my head
i wish it can fade!!
to mi his inperfection is all i need
but to him i m nth i guess
*skip skip*
also must forget...
endure de pain i think i can hehex
i wanna thx kor n a friend accompany mi
when i need =)
u all alway in my heart no matter wat
ytd make quite a few ppl mad
so sorry =x
i couldn't control my emotion
finally sleep through nite
finally get rid of bad dream
awww i miss norman n adwin
hahas congrat norman go in to pr sec
this both naughty boi is mine long lost cousin
wish u can spend wif us like previous time
miss their naughty action make ppl gone crazy
miss every move of their make us irritated
just miss them so much
esp someone still linger in my head i miss it so much...
n de same person in my heart tat keep telling mine head i love u alot it's never change...
TML IS CHRISTMAS I WAN PRESENT PRESENT!!!! =))))))))
santa claus i wan a bf for christmas =D
santa claus i wan carebear
i wan alot alot alot
sorry =x i very greedy becoz it been 16 yrs since i didn't get anything
gif mi 1 shot present =x santa claus i'm good this year bring me present =x
mine baka jiejie own mi alot of present 3 in a row
i don't care must get mi =x
becoz i pass mine chinese it never happen before miracle arhx n
mine birthday right at coming 1 more month 1 present n
tml christmas 1 present hehex
3 present =x
<3
The Hardest thing to do
is forgive n forget .